NUMB

Right now, I don’t know what I am feeling. I know in my heart that I love what I am doing in my council. I can’t explain it. Can someone explain it to me? It’s as if I am doing things just because I need to do it. Is it because my parents are against it? Is it because I am scared of so many things for my council? I know I am having fun and I love it. But I have this numb feeling. I am feeling numb. Is it because I have sacrificed much for this council? My family, my friends, my academics. Is it worth it?

Reviving my BLOG!! "Memos"

my last post was like ages ago. and here i am typing out of boredom. now i realize that blogging is healthy. just letting it out make me feel better. as i browsed my blog, i remember the days when i used to burst out of frustrations due to dilemmas and this blog was my outlet.

Difficult. I will now love my blog and update it all the time. it is quite difficult to show weakness, to show disappointments, to show negative happiness. I am the chairperson now and i should always be strong. never should my council see me in pain, see me in despair. that's why it is difficult. i have no one to consult.. but then i have my blog just to write things out. but ill make sure at the end of my every entry, i encourage myself. just like in HIMYM, i;ll write to future ralph

Avert. i should do away with it. it is not healthy. past should never be a future. we should just all learn from it. dont give chances. never indulge in charms. oh so cute. never. as i browsed my friendster, it stroke. and i browsed the pictures of that stroke. and all the memories are coming back. and i hate it. i hate it...

To future Ralph. Never repeat your mistakes. remember why you stopped. your present now is worth while. do away with it. you can never be as disappointed. too much disappointments make you strong. and that i need to be, as for the chairperson of the council, keep your passion burning above all!

what you need to buy for Ralph on his birthday

pls buy me these stuff.. haha. i like it better if you'll get me theses things. ayoko nrn maxado ung mga picture picture gft na collage. dami na eh. ehehe. ung something i can use nman.

1. psp -bronze-

2. nintendo ds -black super mario edition-

3. ipod nano -black or blue-

4. lomo camera

5. nike ice cream rubber shoes - red, blue or brown and black-

6. jacket from people are people.

7. car -ferrari sana khit 2nd hand- haha

8. pair of pants from people are people or penshoppe

9. sanuk shoes/ slippers

10. crocs, pede nrn

11. naruto collection prn -pero least priority na to

12. watch - original sana, guess o bsta orig-

eto muna. i'll add in the next few days, bka tom? haha sa thurs na bday ko eh.

be guided guys. hahaha!

i got tagged!

This is a chance to post, na-tag kasi, haha... Pinahirapan ako nito ah... XD

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real. . .nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.


1. What is your name: Ralph
2. A four Letter Word: roar

3. A boy's Name: ron
4. A girl's Name: roanna
5. An occupation: riter? haha joke, uhm research analyst
6. A color: roaring red
7. Something you wear: rugged clothes?
8. A food: rilyeno
9. Something found in the bathroom: rats? haha

10. A place: rome
11. A reason for being late: running in the oval?
12. Something you shout: raaaaar!
13. A movie title: richie rich
14. Something you drink: red bull
15. A musical group: rolling stones

16. An animal: rat again
17. A street name: r. papa st. bahaha

18. A type of car: rrrrrr
19. A song title: read my lips
20. A verb: run

I'm tagging, everyone

2nd batchrun of my wishlist!

hindi ko muna lalagyan ng price. hehe pic lang at description. ;)

1. Architecture Book

2. Abstract Painting Book

3. Korean Dictionary

4. Carpet

5. Microwave

6. rubbershoes (running)

7. Cardigan

8. Blanket

9

. New ipod nano

10. Toy Helicopter

11. Internet Connection

12. Handkerchief

13. Sandals/ Slippers (crocs)

14. Artwork Shorts

15. Bible

1st Batchrun of RAG's wishlist

This is my first time to release a wishlist. Anyone can enlist in any item by commenting on it. anyone can pass a petition if he/she would like to add an item for my wishlist. hahahaha

1. HP - Pavilion Laptop with Intel® Core™2 Duo Processor T5800 - Onyx/Chrome

price: $649.00

2. PSP slim limited edition: bronze

price: 10,XXX php

3. PSP kechain

Price: unknown

4. Nintendo Lite DS (black)

price: 9,XXX php

5. EPSON Stylus C90

price: 2k-4k php

6. sunglasses/shades

price: XXXX php

7. IP68 Water Resistant Mouse,Waterproof Mouse

price: unknown

8. computer speakers (any model except CD-R king)

price: unknown

9. Laptop sleeve (model to follow)

price: 1,XXX php

10. Naruto action figures

price: unknown

11. pokemon action figures

price: depends on size and quality

12. Collared shirts (any color except black, maroon, gray)

price: depends on the brand

eto muna. wahahaahahah. hintayin ang 2nd batchrun.

my answer to guiwos survey

(4 Points) My last name: Guiwo
(2 Points) Where did we meet:MaSci
(6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(1 Points) Where do I study:UST
(4 Points) What am I afraid of:Cats
(2 Points) Do I smoke :yes? haha. no
(3 Points) Do I drink:oo nman
(2 Points) Do I have any siblings:yep
(3 Points) How many:2 ata. haha
(3 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:magmake up haha
(4 Points) What's my favorite type of music:ung pangbirit. haha, pinapraktis niya kc palagi sa bahay
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:outgoing!!! haha
(2 Points) Whats my favorite color:brown. gayagaya
(3 Points) Name something I hate:pusa? again
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:singing
(4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear:errr. malay ko ba
(4 Points) Do I have any pets:no
(2 Points) Who am I dating/liking right now:baby lebleb
(5 Points) How long have I been dating/liking them:ndi ko alam. haha
(6 Points) How tall am I:5 1"?
(5 Points) What is my worst habit:babaan ng telepono kpag tatawag ka?
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:2 pc swin suit!!